Where she is? She is inside me

I think she was in final year of engineering .. 

I said her to prefer Civil service . 

She said i can't able to study this engineering syllabus ,I can't prefer that, I just want to marry and settle in life. 

I forced her to study for civil service

She rejected it.

Then after completing final year she came and asked me for job in MNC or online jobs.

I referred her to my friends and gave my friends number who were working as HR in related companies..

I thought she will get it..

But she didn't got jobs nearly for 6 months.

By the way she was saying about her family forcing her to marriage.. as many proposals are coming.

I told her to settle down as you like..

Same time i told her that I'm going to marry a girl who works in police dept and asked her to wish me.

She suddenly blocked me in all online networks.

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That moment i felt something wrong..

(From there 11 years back as a little innocent girl she proposed me. I was comforting her for 2 years as she was so young.

I handled her properly and shared that to her family and supported them 

To make her to overcome that infatuation .)

Now i felt she is still loving me .

Then i tried to contact her in many ways but everything failed.

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From there after 3 years  I met an fatal accident after surgery.

I was really missing her.

I felt she must be worrying.

I was just thinking about her.

Where she might be

I wanted to contact her and wanted to share everything happened.

But i thought she may be married and settled .

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One year later 

I got a message '' from a fake profile in facebook.

Usually i get more messages like this

But this time I felt something

And i guessed it might be her behind it.

In reply I used our code words 

Then

She replied how you found me .

Then she shared her number.

We talked

She said she got married and settled.

Then i wished her and also i said about my accident and problems I'm facing .

Then she was questioning many things 

I felt this may lead to illegal relationship

So I blocked her.

 After few days

I felt I must not do that

So unblocked her.

She got angry and she said

She was not married 

And finally

She is in Civil service .

She shared her working profile details.

Then we talked for nearly 8 months

Due to lockdown and her timeless service we didn't meet

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Part 2 

She blocked me again 

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 My close friends knew her 

She is not in my fb 

One of her friend is there so excluding her from this story.

And also from my family members.

Let others can know it.

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I guess 

She may be my companion ..

I don't know .. 

(We were 18 years in contact ,I can't & she can't able to get away from this tangle)

Currently I'm single only 

Not committed yet

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Now she is 200 miles away

Very soon she might be 2000 miles away.

So I don't know what would happen.

Its like rush hour ..

Literally 100% she blocked me now. 

÷÷÷ funny girl she is ....

Everything goes on her plan.

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I'm happy that i handled her and her life in right way . 

I'm very much happy that she is now in civil service .

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Dear people don't think I'm exploiting it.

She knows me very well 

I wanted to share my life story  

I felt this is the right time to say it .

And this is to be a surprise to her 

If When you all come to wish us 

If not no problem!

You just heard a one part of our story .

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My friends always suggest me not to marry her

And her friends always suggest her not to marry me.

This usually happens, This is also a problem here.

Don't know in future what would happen ?

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People who hear this story first time may get surprised 

Relax 

Currently She is not in my contact .

I'm just exposing this story to keep it out of my mind but not out my heart .

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