Thoughts seconds before accident

 I have never shared this..

I looked at GPS to take the new route from a junction of roads near river.

Took my glass and weared it

Started my bike

This was new road

Beautiful Sunset happening at my right

Later my concentration was in road

But my mind was thinking her (Sujatha)

Where is she why she didn't contact me 

Whether she got married ? Or going to job?

I must start a shop/business tomorrow 

If she didn't come what I will do

Why she is not coming

What she is doing

Suddenly I saw a man with full speed on wrong side of the road

With doubt I was moving left down the road

Where there was no space further

Reduced the gear applied full brake 

Brake pedal touched the ground.

He hit me on left side handle bar.

My hand wrist broken

That's all I knew and I saw

But don't know how my right face was broken 

And I was taken away from paddy fields

Don't know within seconds many guys surrounded me 

Some ladies where crying who were came from nearby fields

Someone said his eyes bleeding like  tap water.

I asked for my phone..

It was fully broken..

Tried to touch the 108 app but it was not possible

I asked to call them..

And also I asked someone to call my brother.

He was enquiring me

I was in full pain.

I thought I would die..

I was crying why this should happen to me

I did no wrong

Why? why?

Questions where flashing in my mind

Suddenly I got call in my phone.

It was my mother's younger sister..

She ensured me to take care .

I found I can't able to talk..

I felt thirsty

Asked water

Someone gave me water in a old bottle

I found i was in another danger.

The guy who hit me and his friends surrounded me..

They where ill treating me.

Someone was hitting in my back with his knee

Someone hitting me in back head

I was losing consciousness

Someone was twisting my broken hand in name  of help .

I said please leave my hand..

I will do by myself..

Someone was taking video of me bleeding..

My mother would be waiting in home

How I will see her or not

I'm dying 

It may be my last moments in this world

I thought let me die 

Please god take me 

I'm happy

Extreme pain and extreme bleeding

I was losing consciousness every minutes I was coming back to life

Sometimes I felt I was in heaven

I had no pain

I started to keep calm

Let me die calmly 

I saw ambulance coming